I don't know...I find it kinda weird that I can't see the future. I don't mean that I just can't be a psychic; I mean that I can't see myself in the future. My dreams? I can't see. I can't see me finishing school? I can't see me even finishing the freakin' assignment I'm writing. Yet somehow I finish it and I'm not shocked. Of course I'm shocked when I do things like when I finished year 10, but I know that my boyfriend talks about when he gets his license and how often we'll see each other. I can't see it though. I can see myself forever in year 11 driving on L's never owning my own car. Yet somehow I know that the day will come when I do. I'm not a future person. I'm the person who sits there going "ok, so this week I have this test". I can't look into the future besides going "oh yeah that's ages away" then I get surprised when it's there.

Sorry for that rant, there really was no point I just thought I'd share cuz I hope it's more than just me who thinks that way.

Thanks for reading xx