Favourite book quote

"One of the most frustrating words in the human language, as far as i could tell was love. So much meaning attached to this one little word. People bandied it about freely, using it to describe their attachment to possessions, pets, vacation destinations, and favourite foods. In the same breath they then applied this word to the person they considered most important in their lives. Wasn't that insulting? Shouldn't there be some other term to describe deeper emotion? Humans were so preoccupied with love. They were all desperate to form an attachment to one person they could refer to as their "other half". It seemed from my reading of literature that being in love meant becoming the beloved's entire world. The rest of the universe paled into insignificance compared to the lovers. When they were separated, each fell into a melancholy state, and only when they were reunited did their hearts start beating again. Only when they were together could they really see the colours of the world. When they were apart, that colour leached away, leaving everything a hazy grey. I lay in bed, wondering about the intensity of this emotion that was so irrational and so irrefutably human. What if a person's face was so sacred to you it was permanently inscribed in your memory? What if their smell and touch were dearer to you than life itself? Of course, i knew nothing about human love, but the idea had always been intriguing to me. Celestial beings never pretended to understand the intensity of human relationships; but i found it amazing how humans could allow another person to take over their hearts and minds. It was ironic how love could awaken them to the wonders of the universe, while at the same time confine their attention to one another."

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"Time for Goodbyes"

Time to watch them spread their wings

And fly from the nest

They've stayed in for so long

To find the place

In the sky above

Paving the way for more to join the next

But now they're leaving

And next is our

Time for goodbyes.

We all eventually find out that...

-boys are silly and confusing

-tea is lovely and refreshing

-reading a book is peaceful and nice

-friends are all we need, in the end

-butterflies are forever

-we want to travel and see the world

-honesty is always best

-laughing does really make everything better

-summer is bliss

Ready to walk away

So many people have left my life....they've walked out to try and be better off, dumping me. They've jumped in front of trains, and hung themselves from fans with slit wrists, or even just said goodbye and started ignoring me. Sometimes they come back but they never becomes as close to me as they once were; they don't want to. I know it's bad of me to now assume that of everyone but can I be blamed for that? Every time I do something wrong, upset my boyfriend...I feel as though he will turn around and walk the other way and I feel like I could totally deserve it. No one deserves to look after a schizophrenic with a temperamental trusting nature (lack of trust one minute and full trust the next)