Did you know? You can feel true love. It's that one person that when they touch you, it overwhelms. If you've been touched before them, it means nothing. When they touch you, they seem to realize if they're overstepping and if they're not, they are cautious when they touch you. They're the ones who can look you in the eyes when it's all done and tell you they love you so much. That the way they touch you with such care makes you wanna cry with happiness, because you realize the love they have for you and it's overwhelming. That's how you can feel they love you too....truly....

How fast it's gone

Okay so this is my first post on this blog. I'm gonna try and be real honest here. There may end up with some really personal stories and things so no hate <3 please.

So I wanted to talk about how fast things disappear; that's what i've noticed.

I got up this morning and it seems like in a flash my day has ended. People mention my last ex-boyfriend and i can't help but remember when we were together and how fast it disappeared. I feel like yesterday i was going on the first date and then now? I'm with someone else and everything i had with him slipped out of my fingers as fast as the year that's gone by since that first date.

It also occured to me, as i looked through my photos on my computer, how fast my childhood has gone. Everyone talks about fast i've gone, but really i've grown at any normal pace, it's just that they haven't seen me in YEARS but to them? it may feel like days, weeks, or months.....

It even dawned on me that i'm already 1/4 of the way through my "senior years"(grade 11 & 12) and it's scary because i remember when i started grade 10, freaking out about what I would do in year 11 and 12 to help me get where i wanted to be in life. But i don't know what i want to do, that's the sad thing....

everyone tells me i have time.

I don't feel like it.

So fast the time and all the fun things have slipped through my fingers and become memories.....