Grade 11

Grade 11 is so much more stress than I ever could have expected. It's a new kind of stress and it puts stress on more than just you and your school work. It puts stress on relationship (with friends and boyfriends), it puts stress on psychological states and it just makes it an all-out bitch to deal with. The problem is I don't know if next year is going to be the same thing because if it is I may as well become a hermit now and renew my friendships when I go off to uni. Just the past couple of weeks, so much stress has been put on all my relationships....and frankly I'm considering taking a break for EVERYTHNG. from relationships, all the extra things I do (Facebook, blog, and story writing) and save it all for when I finish year 12 because I'm not gonna stop. I thought this year was the best I've ever had and maybe for the first part it was but it's so stressful that I'm considering calling up the mental hospital and committing myself to leave school. Just isolate myself from reality and everything in it. I've been writing my stories lately and frankly, it's an escape from reality that's all I can say. 

I've just had trouble; crying every day for hours on end, while attempting to absorb all the study needed for tests and only scraping above average by the skin on my neck.

Frankly, I don't know what to do considering even my holidays are non-stop work (dance boot camp)