So I wanted to talk about how fast things disappear; that's what i've noticed.
I got up this morning and it seems like in a flash my day has ended. People mention my last ex-boyfriend and i can't help but remember when we were together and how fast it disappeared. I feel like yesterday i was going on the first date and then now? I'm with someone else and everything i had with him slipped out of my fingers as fast as the year that's gone by since that first date.
It also occured to me, as i looked through my photos on my computer, how fast my childhood has gone. Everyone talks about fast i've gone, but really i've grown at any normal pace, it's just that they haven't seen me in YEARS but to them? it may feel like days, weeks, or months.....
It even dawned on me that i'm already 1/4 of the way through my "senior years"(grade 11 & 12) and it's scary because i remember when i started grade 10, freaking out about what I would do in year 11 and 12 to help me get where i wanted to be in life. But i don't know what i want to do, that's the sad thing....
everyone tells me i have time.
I don't feel like it.
So fast the time and all the fun things have slipped through my fingers and become memories.....
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